2014

The new year has been especially meaningful for me. I can't tell if it's for the better or not - somethings don't feel good, even though you know eventually you will be thankful it happened, it doesn't stop the feelings from being as intense and hurtful now. As someone said to me, "So it hasn't been a very pleasant new year for you." Indeed, it has not been a good one. It didn't turn out the way I expected it to at all - after all, New Years are usually reserved for new hopes and aspirations. For me, I think the good I can draw for this is a clean slate.

God does work in mysterious ways that I don't think I'll ever be able to understand. I'm just glad I discovered strength and rationality in myself that I never knew existed.